Vincent S. Pepe

7/12/09

Why do we continue to do anything? Why bother? I hate people,  but I love you.!

7/9/09

Had a bad dream today! I did see your face in it though - we are a team !!

Miss you - XXOO

6/30/09

Hi Vin,

I still buy movies that you like. I still buy food that you like. I still do everything with you in mind.  It just isn't enough! I still don't want to do anything and I still find no happiness in anything. I wish you would just give me a sign that everything is ok. It has been over a year. Why haven't you told me yet?

Missing you always,

XXOOXO

6/28/09

When I think of being home and feeling safe, I think only of you.

When I think of being happy , I think only of you.

When I think of all I have learned about life, I think only of you.

When I think of everything I have lost, I think only of you.

I miss you.. XXOO

6/25/09

Hi Vin

Well another day another week has passed. I'm still so sad and angry. I miss you so much and wish youwere here with me. I hate feeling so alone. I know how selfish it sounds but I just lay here day after day. I expect so much from those I am close to because of the vacancy that it is in my heart. Even if I have it all it still wouldn't be you so I wouldn't be happy anyway.  I will wait - my heart will wait for the day when I  can hold you again.

I love you..

XXOOX