| Stacey |
6/30/09
Hi Vin,
I still buy movies that you like. I still buy food that you like. I still do everything with you in mind. It just isn't enough! I still don't want to do anything and I still find no happiness in anything. I wish you would just give me a sign that everything is ok. It has been over a year. Why haven't you told me yet?
Missing you always,
XXOOXO
| Stacey |
6/28/09
When I think of being home and feeling safe, I think only of you.
When I think of being happy , I think only of you.
When I think of all I have learned about life, I think only of you.
When I think of everything I have lost, I think only of you.
I miss you.. XXOO
| Stacey |
6/25/09
Hi Vin
Well another day another week has passed. I'm still so sad and angry. I miss you so much and wish youwere here with me. I hate feeling so alone. I know how selfish it sounds but I just lay here day after day. I expect so much from those I am close to because of the vacancy that it is in my heart. Even if I have it all it still wouldn't be you so I wouldn't be happy anyway. I will wait - my heart will wait for the day when I can hold you again.
I love you..
XXOOX
| Stacey |
6/16/09
Had another day of spending that I shouldn't have done. I don't know why I do it, it doesnt't make me happy. I got your sign today about the room. I am not renting it out. Mom and I were in Macy's today and her friend Joe called here. I asked here what he said and she said he ran into Vinnie... my heart stopped for a second. Obviously it was another Vinni, but for a brief moment I thought he was talking about you. I miss you so much.
Love me
XXOO
| Stacey |
6/12/09
Still torn - still acting like a child. I just can't handle this now. Why is it that these things happen at the wrong time. As if there would ever be a right time.
I miss you today a little more than yesterday, if that is possible. Wondering what you are doing and if you are watching me with disgust.
Please forgive me.
I love you
