8/1/09
Went to NB concert today. It was still so hard for me to sit there without you. To look at other couples and be jealous that you weren't there. People were knocking me over and stepping on me and it made it even worse. ANYTIME I was with you people would walk around me now that your gone they walk right through me or all over me. I try new things all the time and it hurts more and more.. I'm so sorry I took it all for granted.
I miss you - Love you forever. XXOO