Vincent S. Pepe

12/3/09

Hi Vin

Well it has happened again with these stupid jobs.  I work too hard for nothing. I really need help trying to determine what to do next. I wish you were here - you would tell me what to do. I miss you so much.

Luv FF

XXOO

12/2/09

Hi Vin

Still missing you so much. The days aren't getting any easier. Life is just getting harder by the day and it sucks. I can't even manage to make new friends that aren't shady and sneaky. I hope that is you letting me know that about them.

I wish there was more that I could say to describe how much I miss you. I think about you everyday and look forward to the day - if it ever comes - that we meet again.

Luv you

XX00

11/27/2009

Happy Thanksgiving Vin,

They made me do it. In this house! I didn't want to. We only had one together here and that is how it should stay. I want so badly to just come find you. I wait for you to come and wake me up from this nightmare and tell me it was all just a dream.

All I ever wanted was a minute of my own; now I have an eternity to sit and die alone.

11/16/09

I don't want to do this anymore. I hate being alone.

I don't want to be with anyone else not even with myself.

Please come back and get me. I'm nothing without you.

Why haven't I dreamed of you or felt you.

WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!! I'M SORRY.

I Love you.

10/22/09