Vincent S. Pepe

8/31/09

 I went to another concert today with someone from work. This is one you would have never gone to. Again, I felt so alone. Such the third wheel. I hate this feeling. I want you back it is killing me. I'm so mad at you for leaving me here.

8/26/09

Found some quotes today:

"When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, a void forever."

"They say, 'Time heals all wounds.' If that is true, then I guess mine go deeper than pain. There are no words to choose over losing you. I guess I found out out too late, and now all I feel is heartbreak that only hurts when I breathe."

8/22/09

I miss you so much. I just can't get up and go! When I do try I feel so guilty - and I think you are feeling that I am forgetting about you. I love you and that would never be the case. Why can I be one of those people who feels their loved one? Why won't you talk to me?  I try so hard to listen and to dream but nothing. I believe in you I'll give up everything to be with you.

Love you XXOO

8/3/09

Had a fight today. You know with who. You were right! That's all I'm going to say. Thank you for taking me away from all of this nonsense. Shame on me for putting myself right back in the middle of it.

I'm so sorry I continue to let you down.

Good night my love.

XXOO

8/1/09

Went to NB concert today. It was still so hard for me to sit there without you. To look at other couples and be jealous that you weren't there.  People were knocking me over and stepping on me and it made it even worse. ANYTIME I was with you people would walk around me now that your gone they walk right through me or all over me.  I try new things all the time and it hurts more and more.. I'm so sorry I took it all for granted.

I miss you - Love you forever. XXOO