Vincent S. Pepe

9/27/09

Hi Hon

Saved a kitten today. Named it Bella I wish you were here to see her, she is so cute. You know moma is my baby though forever. I miss you.

Love me

9/26/2009

9/24/09

I sit here waiting for a day that will never come

For the day you will walk through that door and tell me “Hon, your still the one”

I look for signs that you are near

Really what I need is you lying beside me right here

Life seems to be going by so fast but yet so slow

I’m driving around for hours without any place to go

The emptiness I feel makes everything so gloomy

It takes everything left inside me to not let it consume me

As the tears stream down my face

That voice inside my head screams “This is what you wanted, you need a little space”

All I wanted was for us to stop fighting and for you to be well

Instead I helped you to die – for this I will burn ALONE in hell