Vincent S. Pepe

2/13/10

So it has begun. The packing ugh... I know how you hated it. I still do. The worst for me today was to move your hat off of the fridge. I also had to clean out your kitchen cabinet. I can't believe it is so real. I could have just left it there for forever but forever is no more. I'm so sorry that I did this to us, to our home. I tried Vin - I really did. I don't know why its just not working, the only thing I can come up with is that we only got it right when we are together and since your not here it just will not work.

I tried to move your jacket but I will leave that for another day. I miss you so much my love -

Love You

Stacey

2/10/10

Hello my love

I am starting to pack up a lot of stuff. I can't believe that I am actually the the point where I lost the house. I can't believe the bad decisions that I keep making. I am such a failure. I am so sorry that I couldn't make you proud of me. I miss you so much and maybe my heart is not in it anymore. I don't know. I think I am going to move back to NY but I don't know if that is the right answer either. I wish you could make this decision with me.

I love you - Miss you so much

XXOO

2/6/10

Not sure why I did it. I don't know why I just couldn't say no. I didn't even want to. I'm so sorry.

Please don't hate me my love.

XXOO

1/30/10

The ones we love are the ones we hurt the most.

XXXOO

1/26/10

I lost my job today.. again! I just don't know what the fuck to do.  I wish I knew what to do about alot of things.  I miss you so much it hurts all the time. I feel like I am being punished, maybe because I was such a bad wife. I don't know it just all sucks.

Love you

XXOO