| Stacey |
2/14/09
Hi Vin -
I know you always hated Valentine's Day - but I now hate it too. This day is no different than another. Today did make me think of another thing we missed. The only time we ever slow danced was out our wedding. How sad I let that by. I wish that we could do it one last time.
I love you!
Always yours
XXOXO
| Stacey |
Hi Vin,
Another miserable day! Still wondering why I think things are going one way then something completely different happens. I just can't deal with it anymore. I miss you so much. I hope your ok..
Love Me
XOXO
| Stacey |
Vin -
I found out a few things about myself today, or I remembered somethings I wanted to forget. I just can't believe that was me. What a horrible person. Everyday gets harder. Why doesn't it just STOP! Why can't I believe you are happy and that you forgive me. I keep hearing it over and over again.. he would want you to go on with your lfe. What kind of Bullshit is that. Sometimes I just want to tell everyone to fuck off. You were the only one who was ever here for me whether it was by my own doing or not and you are the only one that completes who I am. For better or for worse we are one. The more I try to find friends the more I realize I don't want any. The only exception are the "true friends" I have always had or the ones I think I still have. Maybe I won't scare them away.. if I do then so be it.
| Stacey |
Hi Hon.
Its been 38 weeks.. I just don't know where the time went. It doesn't seem to be getting any better but I can't believe I have been without you for this long.
It seems that someone else I know is going through their own pain too. I hope that it does not hurt as much for them as it does for me.
I love you and miss you more than words can say.
Yours forever
XOXO
| Stacey |
Hi Vin.
Sitting hear dreaming of the day when we will be together again. Hopefully it wil be soon, there are just a few more things I want to do first.
I just wanted to let you know that I am giving the Z28 away to a friend a very special friend. It makes me feel a little bit human to give it to someone I know will appreciate it and will probably do what you wanted to do with it. I know it was our project but I can't bring myself to do it without you.
I know I am being selfish. People still think I am a good person and I don't want them to know otherwise. If they only new what I did to you or more importantly what I didn't do.
Forever waiting to see you.
I love you.
Love Stacey
XOXO
