Vincent S. Pepe

4/8/09

This time last year we were getting ready to go to NY to see dad. I can't believe that it has been a year almost. How did I get this far without you? I know you must be so disappointed in me right now. I am about 1 step away from losing the house, I have no job, and no future. I can't believe what I let them do to me. How hard I always worked for this place and all the time I could have been spending with you while you were here. I never realized how helpless I am without you. For all those years I thought I was the strong one.. but you let me have that role because that is what i needed to make everything work. It was always you who was the strong one, I was just there for the ride.

I miss you more than you will ever know.

Forever yours,

FF - XOXO

4/2/09

Well it finally has happened, this piece of shit company laid me off. I need you to tell me what to do. Should I just walk away from the house? Should I move back to Florida or New York?

I love you..

XOXO

3/30/09

Hi Vin,

Sorry, I 'm having another selfish moment missing you. It seems the night is the worst. Not that the day is bad  but the night makes me feel so inconsoleable and so alone. Just to have your arms around me you wouldn't have to say anything...

All those times you told me not to lean on anyone that people always left you alone when you needed them most. You were so right! ou were all I ever needed and I always new that I just didn't want to believe the rest.

You always protected me and now that feeling is gone. Now I have to start all over again, but I don't want to.

Always missing you...

XOXO

3/22/09

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Today is your day! Happy Birthday - It is so hard to not see you here and not feel you.

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday dear Vinnie

Happy Birthday to you.

Eggplant Parm - and a Big chocolate cake with a big glass of milk.

Moma & Callie miss you too.

I love you - Happy first Birthday in Heaven.

3/20/09

Hello - Thank you. Thank you. Thank you! I found your wedding ring. I can't believe it. It made me so happy. Bittersweet but still happy. Back together again. No matter what - I'm forever yours, faithfully.

XOXO