Vincent S. Pepe

2/10/10

Hello my love

I am starting to pack up a lot of stuff. I can't believe that I am actually the the point where I lost the house. I can't believe the bad decisions that I keep making. I am such a failure. I am so sorry that I couldn't make you proud of me. I miss you so much and maybe my heart is not in it anymore. I don't know. I think I am going to move back to NY but I don't know if that is the right answer either. I wish you could make this decision with me.

I love you - Miss you so much

XXOO

2/6/10

Not sure why I did it. I don't know why I just couldn't say no. I didn't even want to. I'm so sorry.

Please don't hate me my love.

XXOO

1/30/10

The ones we love are the ones we hurt the most.

XXXOO

1/26/10

I lost my job today.. again! I just don't know what the fuck to do.  I wish I knew what to do about alot of things.  I miss you so much it hurts all the time. I feel like I am being punished, maybe because I was such a bad wife. I don't know it just all sucks.

Love you

XXOO

1/18/10

Job interview tomorrow let's see how it goes. I still don'tknow if this is the right move for me but I will trying until something happens I guess.

I miss you

Love Stacey