Vincent S. Pepe

Hello my love.

I got a promotion this week if you want to call it that. Kind of another let down but it is what it is. Yesterday today and forever.. 

Hi Vin..

Some news to share.. another grandchild!! I wish you were here to see Aurora and the new baby on the way. Although it makes me so happy still makes me so sad.  I love you and miss you so much.  XXOO

Vin
How can it be that 10 years has passed ? How can it be that after 10 years I'm still sitting here waiting for you to come  home? How can it be after 10 years but it feels like just yesterday ? How can it be that I've managed to go on without you ? When will I ever see you again ?

If it's possible to miss somebody too much I may be at that point. In more ways then not I haven't gone on with my life I'm just going through the motions for lack of a better term. I can't believe it's been a whole decade since I've seen you. How can it be that 10 years of my life has passed by without you ? Why does my mind think I'm younger but my body know I'm older ?

Where would we be now what would we have accomplished ? Just want you to know today and and everyday I think about you I love you and you are not forgotten. Pictures of you hang in our bedroom in our living room and kitchen. I I still talk about you often say your name all the time. I tell stories about us and what we've done what we wanted to do and what we didn't do. I also repeat the stories you told me about your life before me. If speaking about you and our memories keeps you in the present then I know you're here with me. I just wish I could feel you to know you're there.
Forever my love.
XXOO

Happy Birthday Vin..

I love and miss you 

Hi Vin

You would think by now that I would learn to leave things alone I have good intentions it never works out like that and then I'm stuck..  

I wish you were here I love you
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