| Stacey |
3/5/2010
Came to NY to go on an interview, I came to the cemetary to see you. I hope you are not mad at me. Maybe I will get the job maybe I won't but I was glad to see you my love - It was a beautiful day out too. I wish you were there with me to see it. Missing you ....still!
XXOO
| Stacey |
3/4/2010
Hello my love -
I'm on a trip, a trip I have no business being on. Why do I do these things to myself I will never know. I need for you to know that I haven't forgotten about you, not for one second. It doesn't matter where I end up or with who, I will always love you. Please remember that hon.. I miss you and love you soo much.
FF
XXOO
| Stacey |
3/2/2010
Hi Vin
Still no job - not even a call back. I am starting to wonder if I can do any job. Moma Pepe asked me to call and see how much this place wanted to buy the motorcycle for and just for kicks I called them.. they wanted to give my 5000 for it, As if I was born yesterday or something. Don't worry my love - I won't sell it unless you tell me too, which I dont see happening anytime soon. I just wanted to say I love you and no matter who or what is going on in my life, you are always on my mind and in my heart. I miss you so much. I love you.
FF
XXOO
| Stacey |
2/13/10
So it has begun. The packing ugh... I know how you hated it. I still do. The worst for me today was to move your hat off of the fridge. I also had to clean out your kitchen cabinet. I can't believe it is so real. I could have just left it there for forever but forever is no more. I'm so sorry that I did this to us, to our home. I tried Vin - I really did. I don't know why its just not working, the only thing I can come up with is that we only got it right when we are together and since your not here it just will not work.
I tried to move your jacket but I will leave that for another day. I miss you so much my love -
Love You
Stacey
| Stacey |
2/10/10
Hello my love
I am starting to pack up a lot of stuff. I can't believe that I am actually the the point where I lost the house. I can't believe the bad decisions that I keep making. I am such a failure. I am so sorry that I couldn't make you proud of me. I miss you so much and maybe my heart is not in it anymore. I don't know. I think I am going to move back to NY but I don't know if that is the right answer either. I wish you could make this decision with me.
I love you - Miss you so much
XXOO
