Vincent S. Pepe

4/1/11

Mom and I are on our way to NY. Can you believe it? Julia is 16!!! My GOD how time flies.   This is another bittersweet moment that we get to share without you and dad. I am so lucky that your family still includes me in family affairs.  No matter how hard they are to attend without you.

Loving you forever.

Stacey. XXOO

3/22/2011

Happy Birthday Hon,

Oh how I wish I could have given you everything. I know what a pain in the ass I was for all those years but what I would give to have another arguement with you. Not only to see your face and to hear your voice, but to feel you hug me when we made up. Hooonnnnneeeeyyy  still rings in my ears but just a little more faint. 

I hope that you have forgiven me for being such a bad wife. It pisses me off that no one bothers to even write to you on here. I just don't understand it. I am a better person for knowing you and it will always be my wish to one day see you again.

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday dear honey
Happy Birthday to you.

I loveyou.

:P Love FF

2/23/11

I never thought I'd feel this
Guilty and I'm broken down inside
Livin' with myself nothing but lies

I always thought I'd make it
But never knew I'd let it get so bad
Livin' with myself is all I have

I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like I'm frozen in time

Livin' in a world so cold, wasting away
Livin' in a shell with no soul since you've gone away
Livin' in a world so cold, counting the days
Since you've gone away, you've gone away

Do you ever feel me?
Do you ever look deep down inside
Starin' at yourself, paralyzed?

I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like I'm frozen in time

Livin' in a world so cold, wasting away
Livin' in a shell with no soul since you've gone away
Livin' in a world so cold, counting the days
Since you've gone away, you've gone away from me

I'm too young to lose my soul
I'm too young to feel this old
So long, I'm left behind
I feel like I'm losing my mind

Do you ever feel me?
Do you ever look deep down inside
Starin' at your life, paralyzed?

Livin' in a world so cold, wasting away
Livin' in a shell with no soul since you've gone away
Livin' in a world so cold, counting the days
Since you've gone away, you've gone away from me

I'm too young
I'm too young

2/14/11

Happy Valentines Day - My Love.

Tonight I won't be alone, to know that don't mean I'm not lonely.

I miss you. I hope you only think of me with love.

Love Stacey

12/25/10

 

I can't believe that another Christmas is here. I can't believe that you are not. I don't want you to be mad but it wasn't that bad this year. Oh yes I was sad and I miss you but there was a kid here and it made it fun. Almost like how excited you got on Christmas morning.

 

No matter what is going on or who I am with they can never take your place. It will never be the same, it will always be different. I hope you can forgive me, I just hate being alone anymore. It sucks without you.

 

P.S. I found some old video of us, it made me laugh. Even more importantly I loved hearing your voice - more than you will ever know.

 

Merry Christmas my love..

 

Love always and forever,

 

Frogfeet

Moma

Callie.