| Stacey |
4/10/2010
Hello Vin,
Today was another milestone I didn't want to hit. I cleaned out the truck today. It was loaded with Fraps and Newport boxes and wrappers lol. I just want you to know it wasn't easy and that I did it because it was filthy. Don't worry I'm not getting rid of it. You letting mom use it.
I miss you -- Where are you hon?
FF - XXOO
| Stacey |
4/4/2010
Hi Vin,
Happy Easter my love. This year mom is making dinner here. This may be our last "holiday" in this house. You know I could care less since you are not here but it is a little different this year. There is someone here. Someone who makes me feel that I need to show him what it is like to have a family. I wonder if it is you doing this. Well you know I don't believe that either but you never know. Just know you are on my mind and in my heart today and always. I love and miss you.
XXOO
| Stacey |
3/29/10
I look up at the sky and see beautiful stars.. just when I am alone I can almost believe you are there. Are you? Just tell me.
XXOO
| Stacey |
3/22/10
Happy 45th birthday my love. I can't believe another year has gone bye. It sometimes feels to me like it was all a dream. There neve was a you and I. Why is it so hard to have faith and say goodbye? Why is it so hard to just want my friend here with me? Why is it so hard to look at another and not feel guilty? I dont know if I can do this. Where are you? By now I thought you would come to me but still nothing. I dont know what move to make next -- I need you!!! I want you !!!! I love you!!
Happy Birthday my love
XXOO
| Stacey |
3/20/10
Hi Vin -
I just keep hurting people. Today I hurt my dear friend. Why is it so hard all the time. Why is there always so much guilt? How come life just can end so it all goes away? I want one thing so badly and can't have it. Am I doing the right thing?
I miss you - Love you forever XXOO
