Vincent S. Pepe

3/29/10

I look up at the sky and see beautiful stars.. just when I am alone I can almost believe you are there. Are you? Just tell me.

XXOO

3/22/10

Happy 45th birthday my love. I can't believe another year has gone bye. It sometimes feels to me like it was all a dream. There neve was a you and I. Why is it so hard to have faith and say goodbye? Why is it so hard to just want my friend here with me? Why is it so hard to look at another and not feel guilty? I dont know if I can do this. Where are you? By now I thought you would come to me but still nothing. I dont know what move to make next -- I need you!!! I want you !!!! I love you!!

Happy Birthday my love

XXOO

3/20/10

Hi Vin -

I just keep hurting people. Today I hurt my dear friend. Why is it so hard all the time. Why is there always so much guilt? How come life just can end so it all goes away? I want one thing so badly and can't have it. Am I doing the right thing?

I miss you - Love you forever XXOO

3/17/2010

Long slow drive down an old dirt road
You've got your hand out the window, listening to the radio
That's where I wanna be...

On an old park bench in the middle of December
Cold hard rain fallin', can't find no cover
That would be alright with me...

Hard days, good times, blue skies, dark nights
Baby, I want you to take me ... wherever you're going to
Maybe say that you'll save me ... a seat next to you

In the corner booth of a downtown bar, with your head on my shoulder
Smokin' on a cheap cigar...that would be alright with me
In the back row of a movie or a cross-town train
I wanna hear your voice whispering my name...that's where I wanna be

Hard days, good times, blue skies, dark nights

Baby, say that you'll take me ... wherever you're going to
Maybe say that you'll save me ... a seat next to you

Life is like a ferris wheel, spinnin' around
When you get to the top it's hard to look down
Just hang on ... we'll make it through
Save me ... a seat next to you

When you get to the gates and the angels sing
Go to that place where the church bells ring
You know I'll come runnin' ... runnin' to find you

Baby, say that you'll take me ... wherever you're going to
Maybe I want you to save me ... a seat next to you
A seat next to you
A seat ... next to you
A seat ... next to you

3/8/2010

Hi Vin,

Spoke to Peg today she said she went to the cemetary and spoke to you and dad. She sounded a little better. I think maybe she is starting to not feel so sad 24/7. I know it sucks. Well I go home to NC tomorrow and then to court. We will see my love. I know you don't want me to loose the house I am hoping for a miracle.

Love you - Miss you

XXOO