Vincent S. Pepe

12/5/10

So was that you? Are you mad at me? Should I close it?

 :(

12/4/10

Well I can't believe it. I opened the door. 2 years 7 months later. I knew it would break my heart but I didn't know how much. I am still not ready to let you go. I wish for you to be here everyday. I hope that you are still not upset with me. I hope this doesn't make it worse because that would kill me.

I love you !!

FF

11/25/10

Happy Thanksgiving my love. Still not the same without you, no matter where I am or what I am doing I am always thinking of you. I can't wait until I see you again.

I love and miss you.

Love FF

9/19/10

I can't believe that it has been 12 years today since our first date. I guess you would have never thought it would have been me and you forever after that first night. Oh my love, things are so different. I wouldn't say that I have moved on as others like to think I just keep my feelings and thoughts to myself. I am tired of explaining myself to everyone. No matter what my actions now or what I am doing I do it with a deep sadness and a void in my heart. I can't help who I fell in love with and I would do anything to hear you yell at me just one more time.. lol.

The room is still closed and I really don't want to open it. Your close are still where they were and I still have water in the fridge for you... just in case. If I could turn back time knowing what I know now I wouldn't change it except for spending more time with you and telling you that I love you more. I wonder if you still feel me or if you have forgotten about me. I hope you are happy my love as I once was.

I miss and love you forever and always.

FF - XXOO

8/28/2010

Micheal's Birthday party today. Peg and Julia are here. Saw a butterfly today and I instantly thought of you. I miss you so much. The love never goes away.

Wishing you were still here.

XXOO