Vincent S. Pepe

12/25/10

I can't believe that another Christmas is here. I can't believe that you are not. I don't want you to be mad but it wasn't that bad this year. Oh yes I was sad and I miss you but there was a kid here and it made it fun. Almost like how excited you got on Christmas morning.

No matter what is going on or who I am with they can never take your place. It will never be the same, it will always be different. I hope you can forgive me, I just hate being alone anymore. It sucks without you.

P.S. I found some old video of us, it made me laugh. Even more importantly I loved hearing your voice - more than you will ever know.

Merry Christmas my love..

Love always and forever,

Frogfeet

Moma

Callie.

12/10/10

      The Crow And The Butterfly Lyrics

I painted your room at midnight
So I'd know yesterday was over
I put all your books on the top shelf
Even the one with the four leaf clover

Man, I'm getting older
I took all your pictures off the wall
And wrapped them in a newspaper blanket
I haven't slept in what seems like a century
And now I can barely breathe

Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
Dandelions lost in the summer skies
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Your words still serenade me
Your lullabies won't let me sleep
I've never heard such a haunting melody
Oh, it's killing me
You know I can barely breathe

Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
Dandelions lost in the summer skies
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
Dandelions lost in the summer skies
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you'd slip away

Like a crow chasing the butterfly
Dandelions lost in the summer skies
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Just a little too late

12/5/10

So was that you? Are you mad at me? Should I close it?

 :(

12/4/10

Well I can't believe it. I opened the door. 2 years 7 months later. I knew it would break my heart but I didn't know how much. I am still not ready to let you go. I wish for you to be here everyday. I hope that you are still not upset with me. I hope this doesn't make it worse because that would kill me.

I love you !!

FF

11/25/10

Happy Thanksgiving my love. Still not the same without you, no matter where I am or what I am doing I am always thinking of you. I can't wait until I see you again.

I love and miss you.

Love FF